trying (not mine but it amazing enough to put on here)

im trying not to love you
im trying not to care
im trying not to live my life
wishing you were there
im trying not to wonder
where you are or what
you do im sorry i cant
help myself
i fell in love
with you

you

you may be out of my site
but not out of my heart
you may be out of my reach
but not out of my mind
i may mean nothing to you
but you will always
mean everything to me

broken home

the blood on the floor
the pain in your heart
the knife in your hand
the note on the bed
the iron in the air
the tears on the cheek
the mother on the floorher baby dead
the father at the door
screaming "what are you doing"
her reply "goodbye"