Give me hope

Void, empty, hollow inside
My dreams  have fled, my hopes have died
My  existence has no reason
Life's just passing with each season

She was my life, my hope, my love
All is gone, passed by thereof
The hurt is such no one should bear
What's to life, why should I care?

I weep all night for my love gone
My heart is sick, for death I long
Mine eyes well tears for love that's lost
I'll mourn always for the great cost

But in each day Lord give me hope
Strengthen me so I may cope
Grant me wisdom to help me see
Thy great way and not just me.

A Break

I thought I finally received a break

Only to see the sun fall

My eyes will not see what they longed to see

My lips will not taste what they longed to taste

Why does life have to be like this

Full of hatred and pain

Instead of joy and bliss

trying (not mine but it amazing enough to put on here)

im trying not to love you
im trying not to care
im trying not to live my life
wishing you were there
im trying not to wonder
where you are or what
you do im sorry i cant
help myself
i fell in love
with you

you

you may be out of my site
but not out of my heart
you may be out of my reach
but not out of my mind
i may mean nothing to you
but you will always
mean everything to me

broken home

the blood on the floor
the pain in your heart
the knife in your hand
the note on the bed
the iron in the air
the tears on the cheek
the mother on the floorher baby dead
the father at the door
screaming "what are you doing"
her reply "goodbye"

am i?

I am falling into deep sleep
to escape from the reality
but the pain is still inside of me
should I kill myself to set my soul free?
Or should I just let the emptiness embrace me so easily?

In the darkness
Where I feel myself again
In the sanctuary
Where I can freely gain everything beautiful
I desire so long
Like an innocent child

Beneath my endless asleep
I hear the lost voice
It’s haunting me
Every time I walk to gloomy path
The whispers are seducing me
When I entwined myself in decay

In my black heart I feel the touch
It’s seeking every fragment of my sanity
And deprived every my gash I hold it behind the scars

Ray of the dark
The crimson eyes are hiding
Behind the blind walls
Watching my spirit diminishes in my embrace
Feeling my breath as I take it with elegy

Slowly I am drowning
Into her creepy
Yet mysterious eyes….
No angels could save me from this
Nor the light could lucid me the salvation….

Through the mirror
She sees my tears as I weep them endlessly
With one touch she wipes them away
she lets the drops of my tears on his hand lingering into her heart
she long to taste this empathy I have
As I shatter this image of my soul
The blood is dripping from my lips
The softly kiss covers my scars
This is my immortal path
Within the solitude
With the shadow

never again

never again will i see the twinkle in your eye
or your heart beat in time with mine
never again will i hear you laughter
or hold you close to me
when you left you took a part of me
that i will never get back
but our time together was perfect
the roses in the garden
the leaves in the fall
the moonlit meadow
as the shadows dance outside the fire
i remember the look in your eyes
as we gazed at each other
the universe connected it all made sense
in that one one second of truth
i gave my heart to you